Still awake,

I should be sleeping at this hour as i will need to work also tomorrow, but my brain just can't be relaxed. I have thought of alot of things. Thinking of love, life work and everything. I don't feel i am settled now even with work. I have a good job that everybody wishes for, but i dun feel that this job is the one that i will be living with for my rest life. I still feel i am in the middle of the boat which ccan't yet get to the bank. Everything i am doing now is temporary, i feel. When i am going to have my permanent job and what will that be...god please guide me... Tired brain...