No substantial outcome today.

I have 3 things to do today. I picked up my research work which requires me to write program in Gams for warehouse optimization. I did try it; however, i could not get anything out of it. I dropped this work and quickly get the second job which is easy so that i can relax my brain yet at the same time get some progress. The second work is to write script for Malayu conversation. I finished it. After that, i pick my third work which is to do my Shipping logistic report which i still have lot of work to do on it. Till now, i also did not get anything out of my research. The information is just too scattered around... Till now, i still dun have anything done substantially yet. Let pray for me to finish at least my research work as i need to present it to my prof tmr....

anyway, here is the link for my project in cambodia: http://youtube.com/watch?v=IHdYJI8uZmQ

Which way should i go...?

People are trying hard to get chance; however, it is paradoxically that sometimes it is also hard for us to decide when we have many choices at the same time.

I have 2 choices for me right now. first, to continue my master degree in SMU. second, to work back in my country. My professor seems to encourage me to apply for master degree program and he sorta assure me that i will get it if i apply as he will support me for it. If i get it, i will need to spend 1.5 more years in SMU to do research for my graduate certificate. It sounds pretty interesting with the fact that SMU will train and prepare us to get into top univeristy in the US or UK. So if i choose that stream, i will be getting Phd at the end...and then what i am going to do ? Being professor ? Yes, i dun mind to be, but not in Cambodia as the salary is too cheap to compensate with hard work to get a Phd from top uni in the US. So will i be professor in Singapore or in other countries ? Yes, i would like to, but the thing is i ultimately want to go back home with everybody in Cambodia. I am just sick of being alone.

If i choose my second choice which is to work in Cambodia, it would also be good as i will have a nice and joyful life in cambodia. It is very rare as well to get this chance to work with this company back home. I will be able to build my network extensively, hopefully, with this carrer.

Well, it sounds that i am so lazy and do not want to take the challenge, and overcome difficulties in being alone. It is just that somehow, i am tired of all those and i want to enjoy my life. If i choose option 1, i will be spending like 4 more years in hardship and work like hell...I simple just want a joyful life, yet i also dun want this rare opportunity to get a Phd....well, what should i choose ?...

Back from Malaysia

I am just back from Malaysia. Tell u what is stupid about me today ? I missed the flight. So stupid.... i dun know why i kept dragging dragging to leave the hotel. Actually, i planned just right as it is not far from the hotel to KL central to take buz to the LCC airport. However, the taxi driver miss the turning point and need to drive one big round to get to that point again. So i miss the bus leaving at 6am and take the 630am bus. So i was late about 5 mins (45 mins check in before the flight)...Hack... i spent 1 hour to go to the airport, Miss flight, and spend another 1 hour back to KL to take bus, and spent 5.5 hours to be back to SIngapore....Stupid and careless me, This flight missing screwed up all my schedule for today...sigh***********....so get to work now or else will die lolz...:(...see u

think think and think

today i went to networking session organized by office by career service of my school. It was not a good one as there is no food :)...and later, i went to Mythbuster to visite all the graveyard and all those scary places..i dun feel scary but rather dirty..all those abandoned places...well, nice to see sth new though...what is more ? i dun know why i keep thinking thinking and thinking....going crazy one day soon...why can't i just accept the fact that things have changed ? stupid me...

Got back my malay midterm

My TA is so efficient...she marked our paper so fast. i got back my score. i got 8/10. well, it is not really good, but not too bad as well...then got a super boring bio class which i always feel so sleepy...

anyway, feel so disconnected lolz...

wathanak