New quot

"Worry is useless"

Just fee like posting old pictures lolz.

I just viewed my old pictures when i was in Uni and feel like posting them. Well, i look so much different now...( i know they all ugly, but duh, it is my blog lolz..)

Miss all my teammates lolz

Speaking the truth

I have been all the while speaking on what is in my mind. But i feel it does not give me any good. It just make people get angry. I should learn to speak soft no matter what is inside. I feel this will everybody around love me and i think this will make my life happy always. so yeah, let me try this out, it may work lolz..

Still awake,

I should be sleeping at this hour as i will need to work also tomorrow, but my brain just can't be relaxed. I have thought of alot of things. Thinking of love, life work and everything. I don't feel i am settled now even with work. I have a good job that everybody wishes for, but i dun feel that this job is the one that i will be living with for my rest life. I still feel i am in the middle of the boat which ccan't yet get to the bank. Everything i am doing now is temporary, i feel. When i am going to have my permanent job and what will that be...god please guide me... Tired brain...

The true fact

Sometimes you do not have to say right or wrong when u get knocked or u knocked someone, They will just say coz you get drunk. Well, so just accept what they say, with no argument...

Okie, Tonight is my first night here in new house, i do not feel sleep at this hour. Guess i will have to take some pill so i can sleep and wake up tmr early. Gotta see the doctor for my neck and head problem also lolz...yes, sleep sleep..@#$$@$#

The feeling of connection

The feeling of connection came back to me again. I mean the bad connection. It used to tell me mostly correct of what i should be knowing. Now it came back, it back to tire my brain. I am not too sure if it still tell me correctly or i just think too much and my brain get sick. Well, whatever it is, just let it be and let see if my brain still functioning after all these.

I complete my move to my house this morning. I know it would take hours if you help me, but duh, i can finish it much faster alone..well with the fact that i am not that organise like u do. I just anyhow pack it...a total of 7 bags is my stuff. yes, now need to unpack the last 3 bags...got to do it after work. lolz, pretty lot of things to finish today, but brain dun work well as it used to...help...:!!!

My car get fixed

I have got my car back this morning, but still it is dirty will need to wash. but when can i have time to do it. everything seem to be in need urgently, but i have no feeling to do it as yet. Still struggling though.

Anyway, last night i had a very bad dream, i was scared of for the whole night... well, anyway, i will try to move my house this evening as tmr will be my last day in the appartment. hopefully i can have time to finish it tonight lolz...